It’s Nice to Know I Got Options: 2 Years of Navigating Sobriety
I recently heard the song “Options” by Cameron Whitcomb and it perfectly summed up a feeling I sometimes get while navigating sobriety.
[Verse 1] Is it a relapse if it's just a drink? A picture perfect party full of friends I used to keep. My favorite vices I used to need Are lined up on the countertop, and they're calling out to me. Would I still survive it, or have I lost my edge? You're never quite alive as when you're shaking hands with death Would I still remember how to lose my mind? Oh, I'd like to think I might
[Chorus] I won't, but I could pull that bottle off that shelf It helps me cope knowing I could be that version of myself Could disappеar for a week, for a month, for a year Wake up at home or in a coffin It's nicе to know I got options
Sobriety has been eye-opening, challenging and life-saving all at the same time. I can now see that I was headed down a path that the people closest to me didn’t even know I was on.
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